A NEW START??

For the last several months I have been trying to lose weight. I'd drop a couple of pounds, but then get bored. Thankfully I wouldn't gain the weight back, but I'd be mad at myself for not lossing more. I walk on my threadmill almost everyday. I try to walk 4 miles! Well a couple of day ago, I thought I'd try to run. I haven't ran in over 15 years. I did good, and ran a mile, but then I felt guilty because I walk 4, but only run 1. So I went back to walking. I also have the ab circle. About 6 weeks ago, I slipped off the stupid thing, and had a really bad bruise on my knee. Today I still have a bruise, but got on the darn thing anyway. I'm very nervous about using it, because of my knee. But I know it works! I could tell when I was using it. So anyway, yesterday, I finally got my husband to agree to at least eat healthier food. We don't eat bad food, but he likes to bring in sweets, for his job. They just stare me in the face, and I cave. lol...We both need to lose some weight, Ralph is a diabetic, and the doctor keeps telling him, if he would lose the weight, he probably wouldn't need medicine anymore. He gets really bored walking, and he keeps getting mad at me, because I want to buy everything that comes out, so I can lose weight. I know it's bad, but still. I weighed myself today, and I was down 4 lbs. So it's encourging. The thing that gets me is, one day I will weigh and I'll be down a pound, and the next day when I was I'm up 2 pounds. So I really never know how much I lost. Okay I'm rambling, but this is pretty much just me anyway.